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We tell ourselves stories to imagine a different world

Have you been turning away from the world of late and finding sanctuary in books or other forms of art? If so, you’re hardly alone.
The publishing world has seen a boom in the fantasy genre, as readers seek escape from the present times where we find ourselves increasingly powerless before tech autocrats and self-serving politicians who want to destroy the existing order and rob us all of the meagre lives and agency it has brought us. At least in fantasy novels individuals have a chance of changing the world and good can actually win out over evil. Escapism yes, but perhaps inspirational escapism.
I’ve been particularly drawn to urban fantasy because of the way it transforms the existing world into one with magic and mystery. Urban fantasy re-injects wonder into our world — and we are seriously lacking in wonder at the present moment. We need something that can transcend this miserable existence but also change it, in the imagination if nowhere else. The magic of urban fantasy promises the re-enchantment of the mundane.
It’s why I focused on the act of creativity as magical and mysterious in my most recent book, The Wonder Lands War. Books become portals to other realms in The Wonder Lands War, with Lewis Carroll’s Wonderland tales acting as gateways into the imagination itself (among other places). Libraries are secret bastions of power while librarians are not so secret magicians. And paintings, sculptures and books offer keys to immortality and escaping death.
Of course, I’m not the only one who sees something magical in creativity.
The poet William Blake saw the imagination as the remnants of divinity in our soul, a sort of personal connection to a spiritual realm. The more contemporary poet Christian Wiman says in He Held Radical Light that “there is a persistent, insistent mystery at the center of our existence, which art both derives from and sustains.”
And musician, writer and 21st century theologian of sorts Nick Cave discusses a similar conjunction of creativity and transcendent mystery in Faith, Hope and Carnage with journalist Sean O’Hagan, where he says “You have to operate, at least some of the time, in the world of mystery, beneath that great and terrifying cloud of artistic unknowing.” To Cave, the creative impulse is a spectral or perhaps transcendent force that calls creators to follow it rather than the other way around.
These acts of the imagination manifest themselves in the real world in the form of artistic creations and provide knowledge and comfort. There is a reason so many of us seek solace in bookstores and libraries, in art galleries and museums. One of my favourite literary moments is in Roger Zelazny’s Nine Princes in Amber, where the protagonist Corwin reflects on the magical power of libraries, where he feels “comfortable and secure to have walls of words, beautiful and wise, all around me. I always feel better when I can see that there is something to hold back the shadows.”
The reference to shadows takes on extra resonance in the Amber books given they form sort of a multiverse series with different realities being shadows of the one true realm, Amber, which was carved out of the chaos through an act of creation. Corwin’s father created the Pattern, a magical shape that gives order to Amber and thus existence, but the farther you get away from this act of creation, the more threatening the shadows become — until eventually you reach the Courts of Chaos.
Similarly, the paintings of Quint Buchholz see the world of the imagination as real as our own, often using books as vehicles to move between these realms – to suggest they are both equally as real.
And are they not?
Umberto Eco argues creativity is the foundation of our very civilization, with books being the building blocks of our world.
“Literature creates a sense of identity and community,” he says in On Literature. “We might also think of what Greek civilization would have been like without Homer, German identity without Luther’s translation of the Bible, the Russian language without Pushkin, or Indian civilization without its foundation epics.”
The real world is made up of a history of acts of the imagination then. “A text is meant to be an experience of transformation for its reader,” Eco says in The Name of the Rose, but texts also transform the world itself.
Is it any wonder then that literary characters often take on a life of their own in our world? See, for instance, Timothy Findley’s Headhunter, where Kurtz is freed from Joseph Conrad’s Heart of Darkness in Toronto. Or The Unlikely Escape of Uriah Heep by HG Parry, where someone is pulling literary characters from books and into our world.
I feel so strongly that some characters have developed their own life that I gave them just such a life in my Cross books, which are set in the modern world. Alice from the Wonderland tales, Frankenstein’s creature from Mary Shelley’s tale, Ahab from Melville’s Moby-Dick, Captain Nemo from Jules Verne’s 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea and more make appearances in the world we find ourselves in — and hopefully add a little more magic and wonder to our world.
“We tell ourselves stories in order to live,” Cave says.
We also tell ourselves stories in order to live in a different world.
Image: Man on a Ladder by Quint Buchholz
My Favourite Bit of The Wonder Lands War

What if your favourite places from books, paintings and other works of art were real?
I’m over at Mary Robinette Kowal’s site talking about My Favourite Bit of The Wonder Lands War, which features the immortal rogue Cross trying to find the Wonder Lands — the faerie realm that inspired the Alice in Wonderland tales — so he can save Alice from a rogue group of angels.
“The Wonder Lands War is a descent into a literary rabbit hole, where I try to capture the spirit of the original Wonderland books and meld it with the Cross universe. While Cross’s quest takes him to many fascinating places — magical libraries with supernatural librarians, a Venetian island of murderous and undying priests, a secret tomb for an angel within the Vatican — my favourite place in the book is the Wonder Lands, which are more dangerous than their literary counterpart.”
The Write Life: Write wonder
Every writer hears the advice “write what you know” at some point or another because it’s useful advice. Writing what you know inserts authenticity into your work, to say nothing of confidence. It’s particularly valuable advice if you’re writing in a genre where people may be intrigued by what you know – a doctor writing medical thrillers, a forensics expert writing mysteries, a biologist writing sci-fi and so on.
Writing what you know can come with its own limitations, though. If you’re restricting your subject matter to your own experience or even just your own point of view, you’re shutting out most of the world from your work. Even worse, you’re closing down an endless universe of imagination.
Write what you know, sure. But above all, write wonder.
Write about the things that cause wonder in you. This will keep you interested in your work, which matters more than most writing advice acknowledges. Your exploration of ideas will make it more compelling to readers if it hooks your own imagination. You have to be curious about your own writing and enjoy its journey. If you’re not feeling wonder at the tale, then how can the reader?
You must also write to cause wonder in others. Write about those universal subjects that capture all our imaginations, the things that transform us and send each of us off on our own journeys. Make the reader think, make them experience. They don’t all have to experience the same things and perhaps it’s best they don’t. But make them feel something.
Remember that a book is not just a stand-alone object. It is part of a broader conversation of ideas, characters, worlds and experiences. When a reader finishes your book and something in it stays with them, that’s the book joining the ongoing conversation of all that’s ever been written. You’re not just making a product here. You’re adding your voice to something much larger than yourself.
Write what you know but don’t stop there.
Write into the unknown. Write the question you don’t know the answer to. Write the world you haven’t visited yet.
Write wonder.
Related
Most books are now self-published
Most books that are published now are self-published.
Publisher’s Weekly has an interesting article on the increase in the number of books published with ISBNs in the U.S. jumping 32.5% in 2025, with the majority of books being self-published (3.5 million of 4 million). In other words, more than 80% of books in the U.S. last year were self-published.
I mentioned this news to an agent friend of mine and he believes the number of self-published books is even higher as many do not have ISBNs and thus wouldn’t be included in this data.
Is self-publishing the model of the future for writers? Or the model of the present even?
Most writers I know are already hybrid, where they publish some books with traditional publishers while self-publishing other works.
It’s an interesting time to be a writer. There has never been more opportunities to publish your work. The challenge now isn’t getting your books out there, it’s getting them noticed amid all the other books. I suspect the real value of publishers in the future will be less about distribution and more about driving conversations about their books in the attention economy.
The world needs urban fantasy now more than ever
The rise of fantasy fiction and particularly romantasy may have its roots in escapism from the absurdity of the real world, but what about urban fantasy? Is there still a place for it in our literary landscape? Or is the real world beyond redemption?
For those unfamiliar with urban fantasy, it’s a subgenre that typically uses the real world as a setting but infuses it with supernatural or magical elements. The inhabitants of the real world are usually oblivious to all things weird in their world but not always. My Cross series of supernatural thrillers, for instance, is urban fantasy.
The urban fantasy genre has been going strong since the 1980s or so and has proven to be highly adaptable to publishing trends, mixing it up with romance, mystery, horror and more.
But is it still a viable genre for the 21st century, where the elite do what they will with no repercussions, wars are endless Groundhog Day distractions, global orders are disintegrating, and AI threatens to leave everyone jobless if not turned into paperclips? Can literature even engage in any meaningful way with a world like this?
The data suggests so. Urban fantasy accounted for around 25% of sales in 2025, and an increase in late 2025 indicates that urban fantasy is increasing in popularity even more. Readers haven’t given up on our world yet.
I firmly believe that it is time for a resurgence of urban fantasy. The world is seriously lacking in wonder — and I don’t mean WTF wonder but magic. We need something that can transcend this miserable existence but also transform it, in the imagination if nowhere else.
Because the imagination is the ultimate reality, isn’t it? It’s how each of us perceives the world and shapes it — how we understand the world.
The magic of urban fantasy is something that ruptures reality, that plays by different rules or no rules at all. It rejects the logic of the world and promises freedom and change.
Urban fantasy is the re-enchantment of the mundane, the promise of a world that is more than bland and generic offices, algorithms and billionaires that exploit us at every turn, and lives with no future. In urban fantasy deeper meaning to our existence isn’t gone, it’s simply hidden and waiting for us to discover it.
The world needs urban fantasy now more than ever to show us what it can really be.
The appeal of fantasy in an absurd world
What’s driving the boom in fantasy books?
The publishing industry has seen huge increases in fantasy sales over the last few years, to the point that even Smaug would be envious. The fantasy and sci-fi category jumped 41% in total sales in 2024 and performed even better in 2025. (I haven’t yet seen the final numbers for 2025, but predictions were around a 25% increase over 2024.)
While much of this has been driven by the marriage of romantasy and BookTok, there’s more to the story.
Fantasy’s appeal as escapism tends to rise when the real world becomes too difficult and stressful. Certainly in a time of serial wars, the breakdown of global orders, unaffordable housing, food insecurity, the Epstein revelations, AI job losses and everything else, an alternative fantasy world can seem pretty appealing. Especially if it’s a world where good can actually triumph over evil and individuals are capable of making a difference. In that sense, fantasy is as inspirational as it is a psychological refuge.
And is it really any surprise that romantasy, which is leading the fantasy charge, has exploded at the same time that women’s rights are under attack in the real world?
It’s worth remembering that Harlequin romances used to be very popular in non-western countries as much for the freedom and agency their characters enjoyed as any romantic storylines. It was no accident that when the Berlin Wall fell Harlequin employees were right there, handing out copies of their books to the East Germans streaming across the border. Romantasy is a logical continuation of that in a world that has grown perhaps even more distressing for many.
The very nature of fantasy as presenting alternative worlds to our own also makes it very attractive to those interested in writing about queer subjects or issues of diversity and representation — at the same time those are under attack in the real world. You can create whatever kind of social order you want in fantasy, including those currently not possible in real life.
So what’s ahead for the fantasy genre? Has it reached its apex — its Mount Doom, if you will?
Likely not. Especially if you check out the latest deals at Publisher’s Marketplace, which is one new romantasy title after another. Given the state of the world, it would be wise to expect an ever expanding universe of imaginary worlds where fictional characters can rise from being powerless nobodies to actually change their worlds for the better.
The real world isn’t going to improve any time soon, so we may as well imagine what alternatives could be like and dream of lives where we all matter. There’s no better genre for this in the present moment than fantasy.
Spring is coming – but I still have a new book out!
I’ve been seeing robins everywhere the last couple of weeks, which is a sure sign that spring is coming. With it will come a bloom of new books. So it’s a good time to remind people I still have a new book out! The Wonder Lands War is a supernatural thriller full of magic libraries, enchanted islands, immortal rogues, scheming angels and more.
If you have read The Wonder Lands War and liked it, please consider giving it a shoutout on your platform of choice. The best publicity for books is always word of mouth and personal recommendations. As I’ve said before, we’re all our own books sections now.
If you haven’t yet checked out The Wonder Lands War, please give it a read. Most bookstores now only carry new books for a few months or even less. Every copy that gets sold means the bookstore may keep carrying that book a bit longer — or even order new copies!
Thanks for reading and supporting authors like myself!
Happy Freedom to Read Week!

It’s Freedom to Read Week in Canada and it’s more important than ever to stand against censorship and support intellectual freedom.
You may think think Canada is immune from censorship but that’s not the case. A quick visit to FreedomtoRead.ca shows some of the books that people have tried to censor in this country.
They include:
- a Canadian poetry anthology
- The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood
- queer memoirs
- Lives of Girls and Women by Alice Munro
- Maclean’s Magazine
- the graphic novel Persepolis
- Timothy Findley’s The Wars
- And many more.
Visit FreedomtoRead.ca and learn how you can help.
Above all, keep reading!
Crypt of the what?: The February 2026 Bibliofiles

February was mostly a weird lit month for me, with a little Canadiana and stoicism thrown in. That probably has something to do with the state of the world.
Fiction
Crypt of the Moon Spider by Nathan Ballingrud

Crypt of the Moon Spider by Nathan Ballingrud is one of the weirdest books I’ve ever read, and I’ve read a lot of weird books.
A young woman visits a sanitarium of sorts on the moon, where she has spider silk put in her brain to treat her melancholy. Spider silk is special here, because the sanitarium sits atop a cave that is home to a dead giant moon spider still worshipped by a strange sect. Then things get strange.
Link: https://torpublishinggroup.com/crypt-of-the-moon-spider/
Leech by Hiron Ennes

Leech by Hiron Ennes is an intriguingly weird gothic horror novel like none I have ever read before.
A doctor from the mysterious Institute arrives at a baron’s remote manor to investigate the death of the previous doctor. The manor is home to all sorts of eerie and strange characters — the grotesque ever dying baron, his wife whose children keep dying under mysterious circumstances, creepy twin girls, a mute servant and more.
It’s also home to a very mysterious organism which seems to have colonized the dead doctor and caused him to commit suicide. The reasons why soon become clear.
If that isn’t enough weirdness for you, the doctor from the Institute is a sort of parasite herself, part of a collective hive mind that takes over people to become the Institute. And neither parasite can let the other persist.
There’s all sorts of intersecting philosophies and social critiques here — bodily autonomy, individualism vs. social conformity, the degradations of aristocracy and more.
Think The Thing meets Dracula meets The Name of the Rose, and you’ll have an idea of the flavour of Leech.
Link: https://torpublishinggroup.com/leech
The (Mis)Fortunes of Saint Ilia’s School for Gifted Girls, In No Particular Order by Catherine Tavares

A very clever “choose your own adventure” type of murder mystery set in a school of superpowered girls and women. I had to go through all the options because they were so much fun.
Bleed for Me, Bro by Sharang Biswas

Spec meets kink in this hardcore, fantastic version of S&M clubs with real mutilation, death and resurrection.
I am so vanilla.
Link: https://www.nightmare-magazine.com/fiction/bleed-for-me-bro/
Non-fiction
The Eh Team by Charles Demers

The Eh Team by Charles Demers is a delightful and charming encyclopedia of Canadiana. Demers muses on such Canadian classics as Nanaimo bars, Cheezies, The Friendly Giant, Wok with Yan and more, all with comedic wit and perfectly personal anecdotes. It should be put in the beside drawer of every Canadian hotel.
Link: https://greystonebooks.com/products/the-eh-team
Right Thing, Right Now by Ryan Holiday

Right Thing, Right Now by Ryan Holiday takes a different direction from some of his previous books, most notably The Obstacle Is the Way and Stillness Is the Key. Those books are largely concerned with illustrating ways to handle the chaos and uncertainty of life. They’re incredibly important guides on how to live properly and how to be calm and present in the storm of modern existence.
Right Thing, Right Now takes people beyond the self to consider how to live properly in society — and history. It points out quite accurately that this often means going against the social or political current and may require sacrifice.
In many ways Right Thing, Right Now is a more challenging book than Holiday’s previous ones as it requires you to consider more than your self and even consider actions that may be harmful to your self but still be the right thing to do. It’s much less universal — The Obstacle Is the Way can be adopted by anyone, but Right Thing, Right Now will divide people politically.
I admit I found it occasionally frustrating and not as immediately useful to me as The Obstacle Is the Way or Stillness Is the Key. However, that’s the point of it. Sometimes we have to think of larger things than ourselves. And if there was ever a time to be concerned with doing the right thing, it’s right now.
Link: https://store.dailystoic.com/products/right-thing-right-now
How They Messed Up the Book Industry by Ken Whyte
“In hollowing out the institutions that select, promote, and sustain books, Canada surrendered control not just over scale and distribution, but over how (and if) its own history, conflicts, and ambitions are narrated and remembered.”
What’s to be done about the state of Canadian publishing?
A threatening trend
The spam book club reviewers that have been irritating authors with requests for paid services are now moving on to extortion. A number of writers have shared messages they’ve received stating that if they don’t respond, they’ll get negative reviews from “a community of readers” with the intent of damaging the author’s reputation.
What’s the next step? Making damaging claims elsewhere about those writers if they don’t pay up? Something even worse?
I would love for platforms like Amazon, Goodreads, Indigo, etc. to improve the way they deal with negative reviews, but I’m not optimistic. I suspect they either don’t have the resources or don’t care. And I’ll save the argument for whether books should even be rated at all for another day.
This disturbing situation highlights the need for the real community of readers to speak out about the books that matter to them. Recommendations by actual readers to their networks is the best form of publicity after all, especially as the traditional media has essentially abandoned books coverage. Leave positive reviews of the books that you love on your platform of choice, talk about them on social media, bring them into your book club, buy them as gifts, whatever.
If we don’t talk about the books we love, who will?







